Episode 144

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Idi quickly stepped back, covering her hand. Seeing this, Della grabbed the doorknob again but seemed unfazed.

“Why is that?”

“Isn’t it hot…? I was quite startled…”

Marim, chattering, approached and grasped the doorknob firmly. She too showed no particular reaction.

“Strange…?”

Seeing this, Pelée grimaced as she got up from the sofa. Then, she pushed Della and Marim aside and grabbed the doorknob.

“Ugh…!”

Pelée jerked her hand away as if repelled, staggering. Fortunately, Della and Marim caught her from both sides, preventing her from falling.

“Are you okay, Pelée?”

Della examined Pelée’s palm. There were no injuries, but Pelée grimaced with pain.

“Why is it only Pelée and Idi who are affected?”

“It must be…divine power, perhaps…”

Idi looked at Pelée meaningfully, and Pelée, seeming to agree, nodded briefly.

François, who had been watching everything, called the staff over.

“Everyone, come here. It seems the Saintess is sleeping in that room. Let’s be quiet so as not to wake her.”

“Hmm… Where could the Boss have gone?”

As Della tilted her head, Marim narrowed her eyes and spoke playfully.

“Maybe he’s off seducing pretty noblewomen and having a hot time?”

“Se…seriously? The Boss wouldn’t do that…”

Even as she said that, Della began nervously biting her nails. Idi merely scratched her head, and Pelée, regardless of what Marim said, went back to the sofa and threw herself down.

François coughed and uncorked a bottle of liquor herself. As the fragrant aroma of alcohol spread, Idi, who had been dazed, walked to the table with a giggle.

“Della, Marim…come quickly… Let’s have a late-night snack…”

“But the Boss hasn’t returned yet… We don’t even know what he’s doing right now…”

At Della’s words, Pelée, lying on the sofa, murmured as if it was ridiculous.

“A grown adult will take care of their own desires, whether they play around or not…”

“I’ve never even once that lower part… Oh my…!”

Without realizing it, Della, who had been muttering to herself, covered her mouth with both hands. Her blue eyes anxiously darted around, glancing at the staff.

Fortunately, it seemed that no one had heard her muttering, as everyone gathered around the table and each picked up a bottle of liquor.

“Della. Don’t just stand there, come quickly! Don’t worry about the Boss!”

“Uh, okay…”

Lying under Seleiza, I let out a sigh of relief as the voices of the staff faded away. Such a scheming woman… Locking the door was not enough, she even used divine power…

Seleiza, who had been holding her breath quietly, resumed what she was doing. She bit, tore, licked, and sucked my lips, gums, and tongue using her teeth and lips.

Seleiza, who had entered the room on my back earlier, had barely set me down on the bed before she grabbed my collar and somehow managed to pin me down beneath her.

Then, climbing on top, she grabbed my wrists, raised them above my head, and pressed down, starting to kiss me so hard our lips mashed together.

During this dense, saliva-drenched kiss, with our tongues entwined, the staff unexpectedly returned to the room.

“Won’t the kids think it’s weird…? Both of us are out of sight, the door is locked, and there’s divine power on the doorknob…”

“No. No. No. Absolutely not.”

Seleiza, who had moved from my lips to my cheeks and was gently biting my earlobe, whispered fiercely into my ear.

“You promised. This. Never to put it anywhere but in my body.”

“See? Exciting, isn’t it? But why haven’t you done it with me until now?”

“I wanted to, but things kept coming up…”

“So let’s do it today. Don’t worry about others, just look at me.”

Seleiza grasped my cheeks with both hands as if she might slap me.

“Answer me.”

“I understand…”

It felt strange to hear the lines I used to intimidate others used on me. Had my enemies felt this way when I did it to them?

But it seemed that wasn’t the end for Seleiza. Suddenly, she slapped my cheek hard. It wasn’t painful, but I was so dumbfounded that I covered my cheek and stared at her.

“Do not ever do it with the other staff. Della, Idwild, Marim, Pelée, François. Do you understand? Bertrand, you saved me. You took my virginity as if to stay with me, made me commit an unforgivable sin before the goddess, and then left me. You saved me, so take responsibility.”

Seleiza spoke, her eyes flashing as if she might strangle me any moment.

“Take responsibility. Take responsibility. Now that you can’t live without me, take responsibility. Don’t even make eye contact with other women. If I gave you my virginity, you can at least do that.”

How should I deal with this young saintess full of jealousy and possessiveness… Today, more than ever, I resent the Goddess who simply left back then. Would it have hurt her to change Seleiza’s personality a bit?

“Yes, I’ll do that. You’re the only saintess for me.”

I lied. But if I didn’t, Seleiza might either kill me or kill herself. It’s probably because her sexual desires have built up too much, so it’s better to release that first and then calmly talk again.

Finally satisfied with my answer, Seleiza suddenly changed her expression and gave me a mischievous smile.

“Well then… I’ll let you taste my body quickly.”

-Creak-

-Creak-

It seemed like Seleiza had reached her breaking point. The atmosphere was literally one where it felt like she would devour me.

But whether she showed abnormal obsession or not, at that moment, I was filled with the desire to just thrust into this lewd saintess’s body.

“What are you thinking? Are you thinking my breasts are smaller than Idwild’s?”

“No. Your breast shape is really beautiful -Creak-

Satisfied with my answer, the saintess smiled mischievously and leaned down, pressing her chest against my face. From her sweaty chest, a hot heat and a fragrant scent flooded my senses.

With both hands -Creak-

“Hhhuuu… -Creak-”

Following her request, I set my teeth *-Creak- *and then Seleiza let out a shrill scream.

“Kyaah…!”

*-Creak- *The saintess with one hand -Creak-

-Creak-

-Creak-

“Oh my… -Creak- With my own hand?”

The saintess, genuinely happy, smiled broadly as she moved down. She lay almost on top of my lower abdomen -Creak-

And then -Creak-

“Coming, coming, coming…”

*-Creak- *The saintess -Creak-

“Heee… please watch…”

Using her index finger to pull her lips apart, the saintess *-Creak- -Creak- *How can a saintess be so vulgar…?

“Th…saintess… right…? Or do they teach this kind of thing at the Divine Academy…?”

“I studied it alone for you, Bertrand. I thought about how I could make you feel good. How I could make you think only of me.”

The saintess used her divine power to *-Creak- *revive it. Just now *-Creak- *It’s hard to believe *-Creak- *suddenly, the goddess crossed my mind…

“Who are you thinking of again, Bertrand?”

“Ugh?! No. I haven’t thought of anything else.”

“Alright…now I’ll give you a different kind of pleasure…”

Seleiza -Creak-

“Wh…what are you doing…?”

-Creak-

“I’m feeling good…”

-Creak-

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-Creak-

-Creak-

“Huuh… Now… I’ll do it…”

With an excited and fluttering expression -Creak-

“Hah…!”

-Creak-

“Ah… -Creak-”

-Creak-

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“Bertrand’s *-Creak- *I’m so happy…”

Seleiza had a smile that could not be imagined as the expression of a member of the clergy.

“Today -Creak-”

“That’s not really my taste, but… -Creak-”

-Creak-

“I was planning to do that anyway…”

-Creak-

“Only Bertrand knows me -Creak-”

“Y-yes…th…yes…”

It’s maddening… to hear such words from the saintess’s mouth…

-Creak-

“Hah… hah… It’s coming…finally coming…”

Each time Seleiza’s abdomen rose and fell with extreme excitement -Creak-, the smell made my head dizzy. It was too… -Creak-

“Seleiza…!”

-Creak-

“Uuuuu…”

-Creak-

“Uuuu… hhh… hhh…”

-Creak-

“I’ll put it in.”

-Creak-

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“*-Creak- *Goddess, I’m sorry…please forgive me…”

Seleiza, as if crying and laughing at the same time, repented to the Goddess.

-Creak-

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Creak creak creak creak.

“Bertrand… You must only look at me… only me -Creak-… my -Creak-... don’t talk to anyone else…”

“But if I have to work…ack…!”

Seleiza slapped my cheek again.

“Answer me. Promise, please.”

Suddenly, a strange feeling overtook me, and I stopped moving my hips. There was a sense of desperation in the saintess’s voice.

“Please… Say you’ll only look at me… Answer me that way…”

“Saintess…”

Seleiza whispered while covering her eyes with both hands.

“I’m so scared… There’s no one around me… No mother… The priests tried to rape me… I have to be a saintess until I die… Without dreams, Without a future…”

Seleiza gently stroked the cheek she slapped and shed tears.

“For me, it’s only Bertrand. Except for my mother, you were the only one who treated me kindly… But why are you leaving me… Why did you make me hope…? I thought I could be loved too… I’m so scared…that I’ll be abandoned… That I’ll be left alone again… I’m scared… I’m afraid…”

“I’m sorry…”

“I understand everything…how busy you are, having to live with the staff… I understand all of it… So please… Answer me… That you’ll only look at me… Even if it’s a lie… I just want to hear it… Then I think I’ll be able to feel at ease even if we’re not together every night…”

It was sad. Seleiza’s such appearance like that was sad. She craved endless attention and love due to affection deprivation, but no one had ever filled that void, and even if someone tried, Seleiza would have rejected it.

Doubt and fear clouded her vision, and in order not to be hurt, she had lived alone, hurting others first. In that situation, I reached out to her, and Seleiza came into the light.

But that can’t be the end of it.

Idi had said that. When you move from the darkness to the light, you always find that the place you came from is even darker.

Seleiza, who had gotten used to being alone, now feared being alone again. That’s why she tried to bind me to her side with obsession and jealousy.

“No… You don’t have to answer… There’s no need to lie. I know you can’t belong to just me… I know that even if I force you like this, it won’t happen… I know everything. So…let’s just continue doing what we were doing. I’ve been so pent up. Even when I tried to do it by myself thinking of Bertrand, it didn’t help. So let’s just keep going. Don’t say anything…”

When I tried to say something, Seleiza pulled my face towards hers and kissed me.

-Creak-

-Creak-

“Saintess! Saintess! Wake up! It’s time to check-out!”

At the sound of the door knocking and Marim’s shout, the saintess and I jumped out of bed. Outside the window, the early summer sun had already risen, casting hot sunlight into the room.

“Bertrand…! What should we do…?”

The saintess looked at me with a worried face. -Creak-

And on top of that, -Creak-

We’re going to go outside in this state? There’s no way we won’t get hit on the head with a quarrel…

“What should we do…? I fell asleep when I was supposed to sneak out at dawn… What should we do…”

Seleiza was fidgeting and messing up her hair. I was just as confused.

Then, in the midst of it, a thought came to mind, though I’m not sure if it’s a good one.

I stared blankly at the open window.